Abbie's Foster Mom

I spoke to the lady that will be Abbie's foster mom. She was very nice. She and her husband are in their 40's and have 2 teenagers. I cried the whole time! I just don't know if I will be able to go through with this. We are planning on taking Abbie to her on Mother's Day. MD is already a difficult day for me, so I might as well do this then. I am trying to prepare myself for this, but it is going to be much harder than anything I could ever imagine.