February 2005

Abbie is growing and changing so much. I love her more each day. Sean is completely smitten with her. She has him wrapped tightly around her little pinky. Correspondence with the birth mom intrudes upon our bliss. She is determined to keep Abbie. We know that we have to make a decision: fight to make Abbie ours or let her go. I know that losing Abbie now will devastate me, but losing her in a few years may kill me.